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February 11 Purpose?A man without a purpose is like a ship without a rudder, a waif, a nothing, a no man....Thomas Carlyle. What is my purpose for living? What is it am I suppose to be doing? What do I want to be? What do I want for the rest of my life? Or Who the heck am I?Like me am sure majority if not all of us have pondered those questions. U know u feel as if something is missing in ur life, u feel as if there is a big black empty hole in ur life and that life is boring and so routine. U have that feeling where u want something more and the things that ur doing aren't comforting or satisfying, and u keep searching and searching but nothing extraordinary happens. Well am no longer searching cuz I have found that extraordinary phenomenon. His name is Jesus and he is my Saviour, my Christ , my everything. I no longer have to wonder in a strange land to find my selfworth, I no longer have to wait for man's approval, I no longer have to lay in bed and cry my eyes out for things that don't matter. I've found my reason for living, my joy giver, my source of strength HALLELUJAH its Jesus! My purpose in life is to serve my God with my whole heart. Knowing ur purpose simplifies ur life. So find out what ur purpose in life is and stop looking at ur circumstances cuz it will defeat u if u keep ur eyes on it. Give God a try and be free. April 29 Is there anything out of my reach?For those of you that know me know that I love my food:). Yesterday after church I hanged around till late and I went for a walk around the church grounds. On my journey I spotted a tall raspberry tree that was loaded with raspberries. Well u know wa happen next, I went raspberry pickn. All the raspberries that were within my grasp were pinkish redish and you know those one are not so sweet but very sour. I was bug man so I kept looking up n down and around the tree and low and behold I spotted some dark purple ones way up. The dark ones are the sweetest ones but man they were so high up. So I stood there analyzing the situation and strategically planning the demise of those dark raspberries (muuuhhhaaaaa) Yea they were going down no matter how high they were. Hungry belly knows no boundaries and has no limits, well atleast mine doesn't lol. Sad thing is I wasn't really hungry cuz we had a nice fellowship meal, I just wanted some raspberries lol. Anyway I found a way to get to those berries. I went deep into the tree and pull down a branch that lead to another branch that lead to those dark berries (thank goodness for long arms lol). Yay I got the berries and all of that work was worth it. I know some of you are like oh k whats the point of this story. Again for those of you that know me know that I always use situations like this as a analogy to life or life circumstances. As we all know life is truly a journey and at times its not a pleasant one. To me the raspberry tree represents life and the raspberries represents goals, friends, relationships etc. When I started to pick the raspberries I was happy to even eat a raspberry but then as I got more and more they were leaving a bitter sour taste in my mouth and I was getting tired of them. Those raspberries looked good and ripe because they were redish, pinkish. You know they appealed to the eye & gut at first glance lol. To me those redish pinkish raspberries represents mediocrity and complacency. Some times we settle for mediocore goals, mediocore friendships and we get too complacent in the position of life we are in because we don't want to work hard for what we relly want. The dark purple raspberries represents the best things that life has to offer like the best relationships, greatest goals, you know things that we think are out of our reach. And we all know that the best things in life don't come easy and cheap. You have to work real hard for it and literally put some sweat n blood into what you want.You also have to take time analyze the situation and come up with a plan that will work best for you. Always think before you act, sometimes its not good to be impulsive (which is a lesson am learning every day). Am not saying that being implusive is a bad thing but that its just not needed for all situations, hope am not contradicting myself lol. I know some take short cuts to get what they want. With the dark raspberries I could have gotten some lil kid do my dirty work for me or better yet batted my eyelashes to some guy and play the role of the helpless damsel in distress (lol). But I didn't I did it on my own and enjoyed it. Sometimes when you do short cuts you end up not enjoying what you have accomplish, I know some might not share the same sentiment (different strokes for different folks). ANyway to cut this short: The best things are sometimes out of our reach and because we are lazy and complacent we don't bother to obtain them. Things in life will appear far away, out of our reach but with strategic planning, patience and most of all God's guidance anything can be obtained, accomplished etc. Peace and don't ever think that anything is out of your reach my friend;) ...and am outtie:) April 19 mmm emotions(8) just the emotions taking me over caught up in sorrow..(8)
Sometimes I wish I was a robot emotionless and don't have to worry about dealing with emotions. Emotions like hatred, anger, resentment, envy, depression...
Right now am feeling a mixture of emotions. When they started I did not know why but as time goes by and I examine myself the answer came to me. One emotion can lead to the road of many other emotions.
I am in ball of mess right now, I've talked to God about it and am waiting for divine intervention. God I need healing, I need you to rid me of this feeling before it manifest into something real ugly. My heart aches, tears on my pillow night after night and a smile on my face during the day. Alas what a hypocrite double face person I am. The exterior displays a total different story from what is truly going on in the inside. Father rid me of this burden that is paralyzing me and turning my heart into a dark hole. I don't know how long I can keep up this facade.
I know father that this is the work of the enemy because these emotions are not of God. God is love! Father fill me with ur Holy spirit and let me be as loving as you are. Give me patience Oh Lord, and strengthen my fragile heart.
Sometimes I feel so alone and lonely and it makes me real depress...
Thank you Jesus for being my friend and for never leaving or forsaking me. I know that you will see me through this dark period. March 18 This is my change of addressI have moved out from Beggars Alley, located at 2 Poverty Lane at the corner of Bleak and Buster Circle. As of today, I have a brand new home! My new address is: Living Well on 3 Abundance Drive, located at the corner of Blessings Street and Prosperity Peak. No longer will I allow myself to travel on Begging Peter to pay off Paul rout, located at a dead end Intersection called: I don't have. it connects with Burrowers Junction. I no longer hang out at Failure's Place, near Excuses Avenue, next to Procrastination Point. I've moved on to an Upscale Community called Higher Heights with unlimited potential and opportunities for me to succeed. Look at me, each day that I'm awake, I am thankful to be a product of my new environment. All my clothes are tailor made. I'm dressed in life's finest. let me introduce you to all of them: Conceive, Believe, Act on, Have Faith, Be Persistent, and always be Prepared to Achieve. Life is good because God is good! Care to change your address? There are many vacancies! This is what I'm talking about putting God first and not letting other people control "your" destiny! Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections. God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strenght for the day, comfort for the tears and light for the way. ---Author Unkonwn March 06 My "Blood diamond" insightWow its been a while since I've did a blog entry. well here is the latest.
I recently watch Blood diamond couple nights ago and I must say am really impressed with its contents. They should have won for best movie. If u haven't watched it as yet, am gonna adivse that u do and stop reading this note cuz I don't wanna spoil it for u. Oh if u can't handle seeing alot of ppl dying don't watch it. Anyway the movies take place in some where in Sierra Leone, Africa and is basicly about diamonds being obtain at any cost, even the cost of life, hence the name "blood diamond". So anyway this guy name Solomon and his family had basicly kinda a good life. Ya know wife doing good kids nice n healthy etc. Until one faithful day he and his famliy were dealt a bad card. On that day rebels attacked his camp, started killing people for fun and then kidnapped him. His family got away. So solomon was taken away to work in a diamond mine. Rebels financed the purchase of weapons with illicit diamonds extracted from mines they controlled. One day while working in the mine Solomon found a nice pink diamond. Long story short he hid the diamond, son kidnapped by rebel crew and turn into a child soldier, family in refugee camp but at the end he used that diamond to get his family into london and he also end up getting some cash along with that. I used blood diamond as an analogy to lets say being a christian or life itself. You know ur living ur life hassle free no trials but then out of nowhere ur hit with a disaster and ur whole world is turned upside down. But during that process u hold on and find a diamond, lets say u find that diamond inside of u( strength, courage, hope etc) and on the outside ur rewarded for enduring( lets say school, gatta work hard to get those grades and go through alot of crap while in uni. but hey at the end u get ur degree). See trials come to test how strong we are, they come in a way to "crtique" our character. In the movie Solomon kept fighting and was persistant, he was motivated by his family, they were in a sense his source of strength. So question to ask, what is your motivation?? who or what is the source of your strength?? Nothing in life is ever easy and there is always a price to be paid. Are you willing to pay the price?? December 25 MERRY CHRISTMASMERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND A BLESSED NEW YEAR!!!
Remember that Jesus is the reason for the season and not santa clause. June 18 MY Personal Prayer of VictoryMy My, it has been a long time since the last blog entry. Dang!! Well I have been home now for 6 weeks and so far by Gods undying grace it has been a blessing:) I have encountered some good and bad events but for all I thank God and give him the due glory. Each trail and tribulation I go through is not for myself alone but for others and also to bring glory to the father that created me. Am presently working at my old place of employment and utilizing the computer and internet there since my net at home is dissconnected lol.
ANyways I came across this Prayer and I want to share it with you.
I come in the name of Jesus, my Resurrected Savior and Lord whose I am and whom I serve and at the mention of whose name, every knee shall bow and every tongue should confess as Lord. I come in His name.
I decree and declare that in the name of Jesus, Gods original plans and purpose of satan for and against my life.
I pray in Jesus name that God's anointing destroys every yoke in my life and that my soul,spirit and body now function in order according to God's original plan.
I pull down strongholds, cast down vain imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, I over ride and veto every injunction, directive and mandate which opposes the specific will of God for my lofe, my family and my future.
I forbid any and all opposing activities of any satanic personalities with destructive and disruptive assignments concerning my life and I declare war against them NOW!!
Right now I release my name into the atmosphere Cynthia Louis and summons prayer warriors, intercessors and prophetic watchmen/women to pick me and other persons up in the realm of the spirit.
AMen
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